think

failed, i have...
my plan of going for a swim has been ruined. none! exactly none! i mean really not a single one has agreed to go for a swim with me...
failed, i have. failed, i have...

memories of my secondary school life flooded my mind, remembering the time i spent together with my old classmates? i had indeed regretted much that i really did not cherish the days we spent with each other. but no it was already too late. what has been done is done what is in the future is yet a mistery, a question mark? i should have brought myself forward to looking at the future ahead and not the past but again i can't control my emotions...

think about my past, make me sad
think about my future, make me miserable
think about now, i am dead...

think about my friends, they have left
think about my parents, they are wroking
think about people, they are strangers...

so who should i think?
argh! forget it! sleep...zZZ