days went through just as normal, nothing interesting has happened or may be i have just missed them or never took notice of them? i had no idea... i felt myself living in nothingness and lost. i ought to plan for my holidays. oh anyway i am just doing it now. is it too late? i wondered... but i think at least i tried.
i thought a person will never be perfect cause nothing is perfect in this world. when there is a bright side there is always a brighther side which thus made the bright side seems to be dark. we are scared of dark thus we will always head to the bright but we must also know the dark or we won't know where is bright. it is just a vicious cycle. just like the question do we have the chicken first or the egg? who knows? god may be...