hehe...went to 'lao bei jing' for lunch today! well, do you consider it to be really a coincident or just merely a trick that our mind plays? ms.chen had just asked if i had been to that restaurant again after the last visit and now that i had visited that place again! well could i say that coincidence is like fate? it simply brings people together...
had my hair cut today, chit chatted with the barber and only to realise how time has flown...it was four years back since my first visit to his shop. four years can neither be said to long nor short. but as i recalled it was also four years ago that i paid my first visit to singapore and stayed here for this long for study. with no friends and a piece of unfamiliar land, i missed home so much. it is considered lucky fo me to have my mum beside me. the ignorant me just live life as normal.
this four years had meant alot to me. the world itself too has drastic changes too. for instance 911 incident has made people not only realise how cruel and evil the terrorist were but also made the people to cherish their time that they spent together. people learnt along as we grow as we move from time to time. it is just how amazing human is.
of course not forgotten the year 2004, it was the year that i graduated and proceeded to the Junior college. it was really a great change to my life. i think it is mainly due to my emotion changes during this stage of my life...last time when i could still remember i graduated from my primary school, though i felt sad and something missing but it did not last long and the emotion was not that strong as to compare to now. i have changed, everything has changed...
talked to one of my SM2 senior who has just came back from china just now, realise how family is so precious. love from family members is so warm and touching. how we missed our home. realise somthing interesting while we talked. i told him that i have been to china shanghai and a few more places while he told me that those places he hasn't even been there before. this is quite strange isn't it? it is just the same for me. i am a malaysian and yet i have not been to any other part of malaysia except selangor, melaka and Johor which i have just been there few days ago. isn't it kind of strange??? besides, poeple seem to hate themselves too. they change themselves just to be like others. chinese change dye their hair to be like european, while european sun-tann their skin to look like chinese. why people behave so strange or is it just the way how people live on? one of the aim of our life? to be like others???
sincerely
Y2K@|