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Live life to its fullest...: 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004

Live life to its fullest...

One day...One Life...

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

Todae tAlK aBoUt DeAtH

Death. Everyone knows death. they knows they are going to die. Not many believes it. In the book "Tuesday With Morrie" it says
"is today the day i die?"
"Am i going to do all I need to do?"
"Am I being the one I want to be?"

Well I do think that it is hard for someone to be able to be whom they want to be...
Y?
This is mainly because in this REAL society everyone is wearing a mask.You never noe who is good or bad.
"Good Or Bad" these are very unique words. One can never tell u the true answer. For anyone in this world they could never tell u the same answer as to "yes" Or "No".
to be optimistic. i do think that it would be better to ask urself whether have u done your best today and that's it.

Sometimes i think one could only do his best and realise that how wonderful the world is is when he/she meets death.

Monday, April 26, 2004

Not Writing Anymore?

The ability of putting a day down in words, or your thoughts into a sentence doesn't come to everyone easily.

But to set time aside each and every day just to set these thoughts and memories down in words is well worth the effort, isn't it?

Keep trying!

Thursday, April 15, 2004

15th April 2004

I have juz got back my compo on the ideal home this morning...

well, not to say. I failed...

teacher worte there 'too desriptive...' and indeed it is.
sigh...dont noe whta to say...
why is my compo that bad??
dont knoe...
sometime u feel that u did a very good job but in the end it could juz turned out as bad as a piece of SHIT...

todae is a busy day, i have to trained my juniors till quite late...tis sundae is they are having the first aid comp. that is y...
i am not in a mood of writing plz at least forgive me for jotting rubbish on tis page...

todae is juz that humid and warm..

Oh rite, i lost the St.john photo CD! I am juz horrible...

tomorrow physics test... dont noe wht to say. i prepared for it but yet i am not looking forward for the test...
tired.... have a good rest... Sometime, i hope that time could wait for me, but i knew jolly well tha tis will nvr happen...

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

trained my sec 2 st.john members till 6.00pm

came home did my homework... English summary, vocabulary w/s, physics revision and maths...

i am too tired todae... my eyes could barely open now...

should see ya tomorrow....bye ... send u this song goodbye...

lastly goodnite ;)

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

what the world is?

no doubt have to practice more so that i could get used to it...

a question pop in my mind this morning-- if u have two choices, u could either choose an army that with a strong army men without any medic or would u rather choose a not so strong army men but with a good and well medic people that could cure one in less than a second?

well, i, myself couldn't really make a decision out of them...

this morning i read TUESDAY WITH MORIE...
blw are some sentence i picked up from the book:


I felt as if time were suddenly precious, water going down on open drain, and i could not move quickly enough.

I worked at a pace that knew no hours, no hours, no limits.

Accept what you are able to do and death's shadow

Accept the past as the past, without denying it or discarding it

Learn to forgive yourself and forgive others

don't assume that it's too late to get invovled.


that's all for todae...

oh yes todae i finish off with "each night, when i go to sleep, i die. and the next morning, when i woke up, i am reborn." qoute from mahatma gandhi

Monday, April 12, 2004

draft...Need to be admended

It was an embarass moment before she replies...

"yes, I do!" the word that i am long waiting for had finally said out from her mouth.

After those months of being together she has finally accepted me to be with her throughout her life. At last, She wore my ring on her finger. Indeed this trip had been successful. We were enjoying ourselves on the bus to Highland. I have also booked a room there which we could at least relax ourselves there and enjoy the cool weather there and all this thoughts filled our minds with excitement.

An hour later, we finally arrived at the foot of the hill. The driver then decided to take a break there. It could have been that we are too excited therefore we respirate more. Me and my lover went off our bus to answer the nature's call.

it took no more than 5 minutes since we left but when we get back to the bus we found that something was amiss. It is very odd. There were no people on the bus, but the engine was running and their belongings were there.

Ring...Ring my mobile rung. It was a phone number that is unfamiliar. I picked up the call. It was him. His voice trembled...

" please get out of the bus as quickly as possible!" his voice was screaming out of my phone.

" there is a ..." he couldn't finish his sentence before the line was cut off.

I shot up and quickly pulled my girlfriend along...

(to be continued)

Sunday, April 11, 2004

my day...

I am stuck in the essay!!!

this is juz horrible! I really don't noe what to write for my essay!

still figuring out what to say....

I opt to manage my time well. I do noe that during exam there is onli a short period of time for me to finish up my essay but with the speed i am now i dont think that it is optimistic....

i would have to try hard though....

tis morning woke up at 7.it was earlier than i expected. took a bath and then my breakfast... Left home for maths tuition. quite worry about my maths exam on this coming tuesday. ask the teacher to give me more ques on that partiicular chp. well this time i dont think that i am gonna score distinction for this. although i knew all the formulaes and noe how to apply them, it juz that dont noe y but i always kind of making a lot of careless mistakes...

cant think of it anymore, practice more. i think it will help...

amazingly i took a nap this evening. may be i am really tired. i am still wondering did i put myself in the bed or has it been my mum who "carry" me there. well my mum did say that i went there myself. but i am juz too tired that i didn't even notice. Or may i am sleep walking... u noe... dozed off on the table then walked to my bed and ly there...but i doubt not.if it happens it would have been scary...

concentrate on doing my homework.. physics and english...

still looking forward for my essay to be given back...

oh yes speech day i still cant think of anything pecial to show it to my school...
any ideas??juz asking... whoever knows...

good nite...
(well, i really dont know ,why have i always been finishing my post with good nite, should think of something new next time)

Friday, April 09, 2004

Note

look out for the words on the bottom...

Wonderful...

Have u ever wonder how a language come about?

Have u ever wonder how the seven wonders be built?

I was really amazed by the people of the past...

how and what is the energy that made this people to be such extraordinary?

many people do find it a mystery of our past. none of us know what happened in the past if wihout anyone jotting and started writing down our so called history.

sometime i had a feeling that all this things happening in a cycle? have we been repeating our history every now and then? But who knows?

sigh...

that's why i would say, this world is simply full of extraordinary things.

i did my 1992 november paper this morning. i came across the passage on easter island. well, it talks about his history and tell us about the story behind the island...quite interesting. It also have something to do with mystery....

mystery, mystery, mystery....

when u know what the mystery is you would think that how stupid am i. why? this is because the mystery could be just a coincidence... but is it every one of them are just coincidence? yet again there is none of us know the answer.

sigh....

after writing so much i still dont know what i wanted to talk about. well, nvm then...

oh yes i am still stuck in producing something that is creative to show it to school during speech day...
that's all good nite and god bless...;)

Thursday, April 08, 2004

Living life to the fullest

There is a reason why some people are gifted.

Gifted people are often misconstrued to be the ones who are preternaturally intelligent... we have the "gifted" programme for young people that fit this category.

You see, even disabled people with a few missing fingers can be gifted too. In many ways they are the ones we remember because they see themselves as more than their disabilities and hunger to know why they are living this life. So they learn music without reading notes. So they become talented artists who bring to life in animation something inanimate within minutes of setting pen or pencil to paper.

They are gifted with the ability to see. To hunger. And to inspire in us the desire to find meaning for our own lives too. That's why your school arranged for this man to come and share a little of that light inside of him - so that you and your schoolmates can capture a little of that light inside you.

I'm glad you met one of them today.

What does it mean to live life to the fullest for you?

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Life....

today....
it is just an ordinary day. i had my chem practical test today. it was totally a mess. just my luck!i am poor in my chem...that's why.

lately, i am really "busy" thinking and planning for my speech day. I wanted to put my best and ever effort on this. as you know... this is the last year, after which i dont think that i will still have any chance of planning for any activity for st.john.i wanted this to be a very memorable one.

Sometimes i really think that time really flies, but sometime i would find it to be crawling even slower than the snail. it really surprised me after all. In a glimpst of an aye that's it i am now a sec 4 student...no comment. it just life that's all...

oh yes! there is an artist came to our school today... He is really cool. Well, not his appearance... it just that... i am really impressed by the skill he has, the cleverness he has. he could draw a cartoon character within seconds. he could also play a good piece of music. the stranges thing is that he could not even read a single note at all. furthermore, he has a few fingers paralysed. the spirit he inside him is totally different from me...

i think that's all for today. i caant type any more... nothing to say too... good nite then...

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

About your essay...

I think that this essay has been an improvement from your previous ones...

Keep trying to use the words that you think are particularly meaningful. If you do happen to write another one, or re-write this particular piece let me know.

The Ideal Home

In the morning, I sit on the beach and feel the soft gentle breeze caress on my face and cool my body. The breeze is simply calm and friendly. Nature contribute itself to everyone however not every one of us is aware of this.

Living in this rapid-pace society, everyone is caught up with their everyday work. Therefore, like me who grow in the city would relatively like and prefer places away from the city. I would think that a place that is most suitable for me to live is near the beach. Though I usually spend only ¼ of my day at home, however, I always think that it would be a wise choice for one to choose the location of it. I think that beach is the best relaxation place for us to chill out of this world.

Just imagine yourself standing on the beach admiring the sunset scene…
The sun’s red lit up the sky above the western horizon. The hues become darker and hints of black are visible. The sun itself was visible for a moment appearing like a huge egg yolk. Then, it began to disappear into the horizon. Gazing at this mesmerizing scene it will make u think of the new day is coming while not the day is ended. It seems to bring us a new hope.

Every time after a thunderstorm, the air will be crisp and cool. Birds would appear and sing out their joy of life. I could frolic barefoot on the cool wet grass on the vast opening of my house and sing along as well. The frogs croak joyfully. Even crabs and insects seem to buzz and shriek louder.
The sounds and sights of nature are just wonderful. The noise occasional traffic nearby is the only blemish to the prefect natural surroundings. Otherwise, it would only be the crushing sound of waves on the rock and the rustling sound of leaves.

The sun shone on the golden-coloured sand reflected as a carpet welcoming every visitor. The waves were rolling in from two different directions, sending up plumes as they collided, it reminded me about how life works. There will surely be ups and downs through your life but with your strong determination you will be able to overcome them. Gazing at the beach it could really make me reflect on my deeds in my life.
An ideal home for me is also to have a park beside my house. A park fills with the things of nature. Little bees, butterflies and other insects fly among the flowers in search of food. I could just take a quiet walk along the empty parkway everyday when I am bored. I could feast my eyes on the scene of immense activity and witness the beauty of the nature’s innumerable wonders.

The beauty of nature is so simple and demanding that we usually fail to perceive it. Modern man is deluged with artificial things that cut out his awareness of nature. However I made it a point to touch the morning dew, listen to the songs of the birds and to admire the great wonders that nature presents to me. I feel this great beauty within that is in tune with the great beauty without. Therefore, I would prefer and think that choosing beach as your neighbour is the best place to live in.