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Live life to its fullest...: 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004

Live life to its fullest...

One day...One Life...

Friday, May 28, 2004

i'm back!

hey hey! i'm finally back here. it's 2 days prior to the MT exams dude. u had better do well.

anyway, The Five People You Meet In Heaven RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!! it's so so so meaningful and i've learnt so much from Mitch Albom. he's one wise author.

u speak so well of The Da Vinci Code. lend it to me on mondae can? i'd hog books after being liberated. CAN'T WAIT!

I HATE CHINESE. =D

will b keeping you in my prayers so don't be stressed, don't worry!

smile always cos it's nice to see smiles from others.

Monday, May 24, 2004

Had my mother tounge lesson for the first two block...
afterwhich i had maths lesson for three whole hours! @ first i was doing enthusiatically soon i felt so tired... my brain is reluctant to think furhter so i went for a walk... by the way, ought to tell u this! While the juniors are enjoying the performance from the singapore poly students we are there struggling with our maths! halo! why is it so unfair? Well, cant complain either it is just because our exams are round the corner so we have to put more effort! so we really have to strive hard to abtain our goal! i hope this sacrifice will be paid off by our straight As O level result! hopefully! where was i? oh yes i took a walk! tell you something! whenever u feel tired please bear in my mind dont go too far from ur place or talk to anyone or u will not be able to concentrate on your studies anymore.just like what happen today on me...i took the walk then cannot concentrate anymore. fortunately it left only half an hour from the bell going off.
after i left school my friends with i play basketball together @ the void deck near my house. i did enjoy alot! i can say i am a very lousy player! never got a ball in the net! what rubbish is this =D! that's why i have to train... of course not now this is my pre-examination period must concentrate on studies! however i do think that if my physical condition allows i will still go for a shot! It's kind of relaxation! isn't it?
Oh no! tomorrow i have three hours of english! can't imagine what will i be? Mostly mad... maths is one of the subjects i like and yet i could feel the bore within it for doing the sums for three whole long hours and yet for english... it is my weakest subject! i am so afraid of it...
I have started reading the book " the five people you meet in heaven"! this is another book which i found it to be interesting... why? just like what my friend Jiamin had said, it starts the story with the end!
oki that's all for todae! see ya!

Sunday, May 23, 2004

i have finished reading the Da Vinci Code! This book is amazing...
it catches people's heart and feelings...
though there are some parts which are indeed quite boring, talking a lot about the religious knowledge which i have no idea what's about, after reading this book i have gained much infromation and religious knowledge from it!
i would strongly recomend this book to all those out there! Nice book which ends with a nicely fit and amazing twist which had indeed added some colour to the story ending...
i am really bored to day. afterall i have been studying my chinese vocabulary over and over again...
i was thinking of going to play basketball for awhile..what happen? all my friends are out! i asked raymond... i was told he has gone to his grandma house which is in Jurong! so? i asked wei jun to play... i was being told that he has gone out to... well, i have nothing to do that's why i sat there concentrate on my studiies again!
@ about 4 something to 5 i dozed off... i took a rather short nap for about an hour then i return to work again...
nothing rather special happen today.

oei!

oei! u trying to compete with me hor?-ultra long entries. finally had the chance to read them all today. wad did u get for english? i ain't satisfied with my marks. can't believe that no one in our class got distinction. jeez...

Emily, u're wrong. after o levels, we still have a long way to go-a levels, uni blah blah blah. sometimes, i too get discouraged by wad lies ahead. and i advice u to QUIT being an SC cos it's equivilant to being a dog.=D

Zhao Kai, u know what? if u still say that u're unhappy with your chinese, den i got nothing to sae liao. yours truly got 59 dude. true, u lost to him. but in Os, what's gonna be down is a1, a2, b3, b4... NOT the marks. u still got an a1!!!

jiayou for mt yeah? u can do it! i'm betting on ya!

peace!

Saturday, May 22, 2004

I thought I wasn't going to go out today, but I went...
This afternoon, my mum, my brother and I went to Orchard, for lunch and to the bookstore to read books as well.
A strange incident happened when we were at the entrance between the wisma atria and the ngee ann city...
As we were walking along, an emegency alarm suddenly went off! The doors closed suddenly. People were stunned. Everyone didn't know what had happened. later a security guard came along and opened the doors as the siren went off. I was there like anyone else doesnt know what had happened but I am sure that isn't an emergency.
Hey! ought to tell you all kinokuniya is having a sale! a 20% off with any purchase! books lover would definitely love it.
oki i think I am just too reluctant to think of anything to write already.
i think i am going to sleep. so see you!

I thought I wasn't going to go out today, but I went...
This afternoon, my mum, my brother and I went to Orchard, for lunch and to the bookstore to read books as well.
A strange incident happened when we were at the entrance between the wisma atria and the ngee ann city...
As we were walking along, an emegency alarm suddenly went off! The doors closed suddenly. People were stunned. Everyone didn't know what had happened. later a security guard came along and opened the doors as the siren went off. I was there like anyone else doesnt know what had happened but I am sure that isn't an emergency.
Hey! ought to tell you all kinokuniya is having a sale! a 20% off with any purchase! books lover would definitely love it.
oki i think I am just too reluctant to think of anything to write already.
i think i am going to sleep. so see you!

Friday, May 21, 2004

this morning, the water bottle that i bought to school was not properly closed therefore resulting in a tragedy... the liquid end up on one of my friends pans. fortunately he was not that wet at all however for my bag... it was totally soggy.
today i spent three whole hours playing basketball!and it's under the hot sun... That explains why my hands are red... i have sunburnt. Not that bad they dont hurt so never mind... i was thinking of going to play again tomorrow, but i think it's impossible now cause most of my friends are no free..
they are reluctant to come down to play basketball. so i think i am going to stay at home throughout the day, nowhere to go and need to prepare for my coming o level chinese exam..
our english paper has been gone through this morning. i found out that my summary lack of contents that's why...
and all my meanings of vocabs are wrong... actually it was suppose to be correct. i spelt wrongly... implement i wrote implemend. and there my 1 mark gone! i am really very careless.

Okie...so now you talking about stress...

Doc Yee,

Actually everyone here experiences stress. You and I, everybody.I know sec 4 is very stressful, but once you finish your O levels you are free! Don't you think so? I am also under stress? Hey I am a SC and SC has more stress other than studies lor...since I sec 2 only can do it then so can you! Come on relax.You just try harder and I am sure you can do it. You are not stupid because you are Doctor Yee.Okies??? :D

Emily
21/5/04

Thursday, May 20, 2004

Well, nothing really special happens today except that my exam papers have been given out…
Not to mention it is really a catastrophe! Nothing turns out to be good at all…
I am really depressed over them.
Well lots of improvement needed…
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What topics should I post today??
Well, I asked my friend Wei Jun just now… he suggested of writing stress. So be it…
Everyone knows that stress is something abstract yet it affects everyone so badly. It could also be a cause of death to someone who couldn’t cope with stress. Tell you something, I did not realise what ‘stress’ is until I was in sec1. and yet I don’t feel single thing about it… my life still goes on like what I am now. However, when stress this term has registered in my mind, things has turned out differently. Whatever I do ‘stress’ this term is ever appearing in my mind. I kept complaining this and that. How stressful it is to do this, to do that. Why is that so? Is ‘stress’ itself that cause this peculiar feeling or was it otherwise? Every time I face stress my emotion could simply go haywire. However I always tell myself to calm down… firstly, nothing could be that bad. There is no use bother it anymore, control your temper. Everything is going to be fine. Tell yourself what has done, has done none can change it. Now the best thing to do is how to solve it…
Nothing much to say and by the way I am really sleepy now… |-)

Wah Seh

Hey Doctor Yee,

I feel that you write veri interesting blogs leh. I oso observed that from your blogs you like to quote sentences from books.Wah I muz admit you are powerful man! The Da Vinci book remember to lend me ah! I must congratulate you for getting second highest in Chinese ah!I know got 'somebody' get first lah, but you still can beat him right? (Hey dun tell him I said it ah...but i support you whahahahhahaa work hard okie you can do it!) 75 veri good laio lah...don't give yourself too much stress...that's all.

Emily

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

Why is the world we are living here full of mysteries?
Well this book of mine has the answer. THE DAVINCI CODE!
Today as I read, I stumble across something amazing. It’s the PHI. Well most will straight away ask, what is PHI?
Well, it’s a number.
It’s 1.618.
Well, what is that amazing about it?
Let me tell you what it said about this PHI in this book…
One-point-six-one-eight is considered the most beautiful number in the universe. Early scientist heralded one-point-six-one-eight as the Devine Proportion in the nature.
Why is that so?
I have some examples from the book.
Let’s see:
(I) Ever study the relationship between the females and males in a honeybee community? The female bees always outnumbered the male bees. This is a fact. And what’s more? Did you know that if you divide the number of female bees by the number of male bees in any beehive in the world you will always get the same number?
(II) Next time when you in the shower, take a tape measure along. Do some simple calculation…
------------->(i) Measure the distance from your shoulder to your fingertips, and then divide it by the distance from your elbow to your fingertips.
------------->(ii) The distance from your hip to floor, divide by the knee to floor.
------------->(iii) The finger joints, toes and spinal divisions…
All of them will give you the PHI! Amazing?
In this book it also mentioned that Da vinci actually exhumed corpses to measure the exact proportions of human bone structure and he was the first to show that the human body is literally made of building blocks whose proportional ratios always equal PHI.
Besides, this book mention about a code left by the *curator.
The code is: 13-3-2-21-1-1-8-5
O, Draconian devil!
Oh, lame saint!
What’s all this about?
Can you decipher them?
*hint: they form a name
O, Draconian devil? Oh, lame saint? Those lines mean nothing.
They are simply letters written out of order. The scrambled fibonacci sequence is a clue.
However, till now I still do not understand the sequence of numbers- how do they relate to the words?
But the answer to it is Leonardo Da Vinci! The Mona Lisa!
Interesting?
Well if any of you have any clue how to relate the sequence of number with the words please tell me! I really would like to know!
(*curator-the administrative head of a museum, gallery, or other collection- Microsoft® Encarta® Premium Suite 2003. © 1993-2002 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved.)

Oki let’s talk about today…
It’s a rainy morning. The weather was indeed cooled a bit by the morning pouring. However, the intense heat came back in the afternoon when the sun pierced through the clouds and radiates its extreme heat at us. Luckily we got to study in the air conditioned AVA room!
Received my Chinese MYE marks…overall-75%
Second top, however no good at all… for my paper two I did quite badly! Sigh yet to see the paper itself. Tomorrow I will be receiving my English papers my teacher said that I passed but not obtaining a good mark… really scared…don’t know what to do when I see them.

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Emily I am glad that you have read my blog. And also thanks for those who have given their precious time on reading my blog and giving their vulnerable comments to me.I really need the help of all of you to attain my goal of having an A in my O level English. Thanks you all! With your help I do think it could really make me a better person…
This morning I have received back my maths paper. Well, I should say that I have not done a good job. Marks are below expectation. And especially for my A. Maths, I have obtained the worst mark that I had ever had. What happen? It’s just because of my stupid careless mistakes that I made during the exam. Ok, let’s see- I have been doing simple maths since I was born, but yet I can still make silly mistakes on my plus and minus signs. Most of my marks are lost just because I placed the signs wrongly. I am just hopeless…sigh.
Hey tell you something! This morning our school left with only secondary four students! The canteen is closed and nothing sold there. It’s just horrible. Everyone left and yet the secondary fours have to stay back. When I left the school, I felt our school to be so empty. I had never felt so before. Every time when I left school there will still be someone there in the school, but today it’s different. It’s most probably because it is the exam period. That’s why everyone does not wish to stay in school and choose to reach home as soon as possible and spend time with their books…It made me felt the tenseness of the exams approaching. As if it is going to touch me at any time. I am so scared of it. The word exam made me tremble… please let me forget about it. The future seems far away but I notice that time can really flies. With only a blink of eye there it goes… another fear of me to leave the school. This school has indeed brought me lots of unforgettable memories. It had made me what the person I am today…
There is something which struck me. It’s about the people nowadays. Do people put on mask? Do they have many different faces when they face different people? Why can’t people be more truthful to others? It is really a miserable thing about human…

Good....

Wah Seh Doctor Yee, You have so much confidence in yourself! Wah that's great news for you. I hope that you really do well in your MYE and can move on to doing well in your O levels.For your English I am sure you can do very well because as I had read all your blogs, I do not think that your command of english is bad at all! Plus you read lots of english books like Tuesdays with Morries and now I have no idea what the name of the book is what Vinci ??? I don't know but I think thaT if you keep up with this habit of reading, you will Ace your English in your O levels.Hey can you lend me the Tusdays with Morries book? I am very curious about that book. I had always heard Jia Min and you discuss about that book so I am rather curious to take a peek of it...Lend me when you have the time!Alright now, I think you have worked hard, and since exams are over, I think you deserve a 'leetle' break but remember you have O levels Chinese on the 31st this month!

Emily
18/5/04

Monday, May 17, 2004

Oh yes! Exams are over…
Todae I have had my English, E.Maths and Chinese listening comprehension exam…
I should sae that I am quite satisfied with my maths. As for my English…I think it should be alright too. Actually I planned to use an hour to finish up the comprehension section and spend the forty minutes on my summary. However, instead of following the plan I have used up an additional ten minutes on doing the comprehension and left with only thirty minutes with the summary. I do think that the points that I have picked up for the summary is not enough but what to do I can’t add any more, I couldn’t think of any more points for it. Well it’s also a matter of time. I don’t have enough time for it. What I hope to get for my English paper is a B3. It’s rather not a high expectation to it but I do think that this is my first step in order to achieve a better result next time. It’s no use setting a high goal which u will definitely not able to achieve. You are just cheating to yourself. Well, this is what my teachers usually tell me… Haha. Yes, be more practical! by the way, I am not worried about my maths. Why? This is mainly because I do think that this paper is quite easy. I do think that I could score well for this paper. Unless… I made silly mistakes which I think I usually did. Never mind be more careful and know your mistakes are what makes a person improve to be a better person. For Chinese listening comprehension I have 100% confidence in getting a 100%. It is rather easy. I don’t really like the speaker having put to its highest volume facing directly at me. I am sitting on the second row and the volume is blasting loud. Well I can’t complain either. It’s simply just because it’s a hall and it need to be echoed though the whole hall or else others will then complain that they could not hear properly. Who are the ones suffer than? Of course the ones who are sitting in front. Their ears must really get used to it or else… failed the exam will be next. I couldn’t believe I have written so much todae… oh yes I have started reading the book “The Da Vinci Code” well I should say about this book. It’s indeed a very fascinating book. The choice of vocabulary used in this book will definitely bring someone into the new world of the book. It’s relatively bombastic and yet it’s understandable. It talks a lot about the mysteries of the codes. I would suggest my friends to take a look @ this book. Oki don’t be afraid of its thickness… good books don’t usually be thin. Well, can’t say this either, like the book “Tuesdays with Morrie” and “five people you meet in heaven” these are good books but they aren’t thick at all… don’t judge a book by its cover!

Sunday, May 16, 2004

hey i bought three books today! it's TUESDAY WITH MORRIE, FIVE PEOPLE YOU MEET IN HEAVEN, THE DA VINCI CODE.All of them are amazing topseller books throughout the world! oh yes! forgot to tell you all i have solved the maths questions it's is rather simple haha...yet i took such a long time to figure out.
(1-1/2^2)(1-1/3^2)(1-1/4^2)...(1-1/2001^2)(1-1/2002^2)(1-1/2003^2)
it can also be expressed in the other way:
(1/2*3/2)(2/3*4/3)(3/4*5/4)...(2000/2001*2002/2001)(2001/2002*2003/2002)(2002/2003*2004/2003)
left with onli
1/2*2004/2003=1002/2003
tat's the answer!

i'm back again!

hey hello! i really lyk reading ur blog man, cos i can relate to it so damn well. yes, a maths was a killer. K-I-L-L-E-R. and yes, there was this question that was similar to the one u put at the end of ur entry. it cannot be solved man! my answer was ZERO. how i noe? anyhow guess. dun worry la. dun let ur failure for amaths affect english ya? dun worry so much la. u can do it one, u're just worrying too too much. great layout by the way! [better than ur previous one at least=P] peace dude!

Saturday, May 15, 2004

A maths terror

Aiyoh Zhao Kai ah

A maths nothing to be afraid lah as long as u noe u can do it u can do it. Just like what Jia Min had said, nothing to be afraid of onli Mid Year wad right? SMile! :) you can do it!

Emily

This morning, i took my A.maths exam. Well, i think i did quite badly. there are quite a few questions tat i did not manage to solve. i hate kinematics! dspite that I have practiced quite alot of questions on this particular chapter, and which i put much effort in it.In the end, i still could not manage it...
the concept is quite easy 2 understand but it is just tat when it come to application... that's the problem lies, i dont know how to apply them. Formulas have been in my mind.Even though i have written them on the paper,i still don't know how to apply them. or perhaps i apply them wrongly. besides, my langusge is weak and that those questions uses the language techniques to trick you. they would ask u something like this:
find the distance travelled in the fourth second.
when i first look @ it i thought it is going to find the distance travelled for 0second to the 4th seconds but in the end it is asking for the 3rd and the 4th second. i did not read it carefully and that's it. what's more. this kind of questions usually carry ten marks and it is linked to the next questions. that means, if u did the first question wrongly then u will as well get the second one wrong.It's really terrible...
oh yes when i thought of this chapter, it reminds me about the chapter on permutation and combinations. hey that chapter is also as difficult as this one. they reaquies a lot of 'common sense'. and i think i don't have much of it... that's why i ended up like this.
yesterday, i have emaths exam.. that paper does require a lot of thinking. it also test on one's IQ too. take this example:

(1-1/2^2)(1-1/3^2)(1-1/4^2)...(1-1/2001^2)(1-1/2002^2)(1-1/2003^2)=

even the exam is over and till now i have yet to solve this question. it is making my head to crack...

hmmmm?

eh boy ar, dun needa be scared k? this is only mid year. as long as u dun feel the same during Os, everything'd be okie. hope u found a maths REALLY EASY todae. hahaha. we shall all get full marks together. lol=D and Tuesdays With Morrie RAWKS! thanx so much for ur recommendation!

Thursday, May 13, 2004

tomoro maths and chinese exam! how?the truth is tat i am not actually prepared for it...
i started doing the Tys a week b4 but still to find lotz of questions in which tat i hve not practiced, lotz of things i have not known...and yet the exam is juz another few hours ahead...how?
my heart started to race. What should i do? I cant juz leave them alone...
I hope tat i really can cope...i hope tat i could be able to do my best in it...
Wish me good luck!
tat's got to study for my exam now....see ya 2morrow...may be, but no promise...

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

I am really sorri for not updating my blog lately...
i am really busy. sorri about tat.
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todae after leaving school, my family brought me to have hi-tea @ a hotel. I get to taste some different teas...
they tasted nice! we ordered strawberry and kiwi tea, Olympic cup, an sports cup.. oh yes cannot forget the peach tea... they all are juz too amazing.. their scent is still leaving in my throat till now though it has past for few hours...

nothing special todae... perparing for my MYE maths tat is coming tis fridae...
wel, honestly i have not revised much, quite worry 'bout tat... my Chinese! yes cannot forget 'bout it...
muz try to do it once and get rid of it so can concentrate on other subjects! ok tat's all. y not let me end up with this sentence.oh yes its actually for mothers...taken from one of the webpg...
There will be endless words for merely an abstract of what I have in mind about you. Yet two people in the world can give unselfishly everything to me and I will pay the heaviest respect and stay united by their side just because we are a family. Mother, you're great, may your happy face last for evermore!

Sunday, May 09, 2004

HI!

hello hello! guess wad? i can't see your latest entry at all, even if i click wadever you asked me to. it still appears as boxes. hmm....

Saturday, May 08, 2004

wat i wrote on my chinese compo...

P.S PLEASE GO TO VIEW>ENCODING AND SELECT UNICODE IN ORDER TOVIEW...
sorri for any inconveniece made...


逛夜市的所见所闻...
逛夜市对现代人们来说是一件在也平凡不过的事.现代的生活步伐如此迅速,人们每天都为工作而奔波.偶尔抽空到夜市里逛逛也无妨.
拥有着文化色彩的夜市对我与我家人来说是一个休闲的好去处.这一天,如往常般的, 等待父亲从忙碌的工作回来后,我们即出发到邻近的夜市里逛逛.
不知道从何开始, 这种习惯仿佛已成为我们家庭的一种习俗. 逛夜市即能让我们歇息,抛开一切烦恼也能让我们彼此了解对方,促进感情.
今晚的夜市比往常的要来得拥挤.这也是无可避免的,假日嘛. 人山人海的夜市只要没被人给推倒也就算幸运了. 人们你推我挤的, 一不小心就会被撞伤,犹如小河里的鱼儿为挣食物而弄得遍体鳞伤. 在这喧嚣的夜市里,到处可听见小贩们的喊叫声. 也由于此因而把整个夜市添了不少生气....
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这一幕不尽让我心坎中泛起的涟漪不断荡漾,惆怅的心情带着一丝丝忧郁. 我心如刀割,我被他的天真蒙住了我的心.眼泪盈眶...可我忍住了.
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夜市里的所见所闻可以是多么的感人肺腑呀! 生活里的点点滴滴是需要我们去亲身发掘何体会.

okie tat is all...
hope i could get A1 for my chinese...

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

LoVe FoReVeR Or cHoOsE NoT To lOvE At AlL! iS BrEaK Up a ChOiCe???

I had practiced saying it a hundred times, but when the moment came, I just couldn’t open my mouth. Although I knew this is the time, I just could not bring myself up to spell out the words. I am just too scared to say it, I am afraid that you would be hurt. I have tried all my best to re our relation but to find that I have made it worse. We seem to come from two different worlds. It may be heavens will to provide us this opportunity to know each other but it is definitely not one that which would end up like what the relationship of the loving couple have which could last forever and ever. Not that kind of love u find between them but it is just an ordinary one that is between the two best friends. It might be long for us to find out that we are not suitable for each other but I do think that at least we did manage to wake up while we are just about to fall into a deep hole that we could never forgive each other…

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Todae we had NATFA test!
hey it is really amazing tat i could finish the 4X10 shutter run within 9.8 seconds...
Well tat is really something tat i nvr thought of. my sit and reach is quite good for wat i thought cos i got 48cm...
for my pull-up i onli manage to do 2. that is quite bad actually. not to mention my standing boad jump.. i could onli jump up to 198 cm. that is all. it is a juz passing point..
MYE coming... ogt to study hard... still worrying about my english and my maths as well. though my maths isn't that bad... but i am quite a fraid of not getting a distinction for it...
O level mother tounge coming!hey that is fast! it is within 27 days couting from todae...
my paper one is not so strong i would prob need to put much more effort on it...
well tat is all for todae.. i am really tired after all those strenuous exerciese and waht is more?
I am having PE tomorrow so it is just my luck...
i think am gonna go flat someday..

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Nowadays...

Hey! amazingly my com caught virus...
it is really a stupid virus...
It's name i doubt it would be unfamiliar to all of u.. the sasser worm..
i got it juz in the early morning. it struck my com and disabled me from getting online anymore, not onli tat it also slows down my com..
i onli i could get the best pesticide to get rid of it my com would be safe. at first i thought tat my com has an application error and made me to restart my com... later did i found out tat it was that virus which sturck on my com...
I am still wandering y do these creators so free... or rather so busy juz in creating the virus to attack the companies' computer...
well, one thing that i could not deny is tat it is their job.. i could say nothing. they might juz been earning a living..
that is life.