it is really a blink of an eye that time flies quickly. another half year has passed. i have been through a lot of things since the past 6 months. there are indeed lots of hard times but there are happy ones too. learn to see things more in depth.
recently, i have been really busy looking for part time jobs. it all started on the day that i went to a business luncheon. heaps of people in suit and tie. talked to them about career prospective and came to realise that vacation job nor part time jobs are catered for international students unless i am a permenant resident.
really unhappy with my friends. well something that i have also learnt is to be alone. there are so many things that have changed. i see close friends who are no longer close anymore. there are a few things i hate about some of my friends:
1) Do not recharge their handphone when there is no credit
* who the fuck you think you are man, fucking miss call people and expect people to call u back?
2) Do not reply SMS or phone call
* how much can one fucking sms cost you?!! why the fuck not reply? never fucking even take the initiative to make a reply!
3) Expect you to treat them
* friends are supposed to fucking understand friends not fucking take advantage of your friend. this is fucking wrong!
4) Pay some respect to your friend
* if your friend invites u to his birthday, you fucking come even if you are not free you should NEVER EVER say depends on others! what the fuck you thinking? this aint others' birthday it is MINE! fucking shit u, dickhead cant think?!
5) Keep your friends secret safe
* since you promised to keep it a secret then fucking keep it! what the fuck a secret can be spread?! what kind of fucking friend are you! what the fucking mind you have? cant you fucking think for awhile before you say any thing???!
6) Share
* i am not saying that you should share every bits of things with your friends but at least when you think that it might benefit your friend. NOT fucking keep it to yourself for your fucking benefit. what the fucking selfish idea it is not to share!
There are people been telling me what the fucking shit friends i have, but i still believe in you all. until recently that i totally gave up!
I believe i can do it, give them time to grow while you are away. really hope that they all can grow up abit and thinK!
recently, i have been studying java programming. really though concept on two classes. hope to go through it soon. now on the project for organisational process hope to be able to pay a visit to the company to see how they operate cos i don't think that i have been to any.
okay i am gotta sleep now 9.30 class 2moro.
cheers, blessed u + me (:
zkai